This morning I finally started cleaning out my childhood bedroom at my mom's and dad's. Seriously...I have worked so hard to fight my hoarder tendencies as an adult. Really, I'm pretty sure it's in my blood. My old bedroom is full of stuff. Tons of stuff. I'm just thankful to get a grip on this hoarder thing after only being in our home a couple years...the main things that are helping me keep perspective on this are: 1) I do not want to leave a house full of stuff for my kids and grandkids to have to go through when I pass down the road. 2) My true treasures are stored in Heaven....and I should be gathering up those treasures...not earthly treasures. (Now I'm not quite the crazy cat person you see on TLC on reality shows where they have dead cats in their home they didn't know about and a freezer packed with nasty old red meat from five years go. Yeah, I'm not like that.) However, I do know one thing...if I was writing a letter to me as a teen like Brad Paisley sings about...it would include. "Throw things away. Only hold on to the true keepsakes that you want to stay in the family. You're 24 year old self will appreciate it."
Some items I have come across:
-my old Girl Scouts pens
-journal entries pouring my heart out about silly boys that make me laugh at myself now
-pictures, pictures, and more pictures (what do I do with all of those?!)-clothes, clothes, and more clothes
-cards from Justin
-notes from my mom that she left for my brother and me every morning when she left for work before we were awake in the summer
-my elementary school writer's notebook
-the sash to my wedding dress that has been lying around since we changed to leave for our honeymoon the night of our wedding (two years ago)
I could go on and on....
However, the best surprise that I found was one of these:
Yes, that's right. A $100 bill. Still taped to the inside of one of our wedding cards. I am never that careless with cash. So I would like to claim this as a true blessing from God...a little, "Here you go, Cait. I told you that I even take care of the birds of the fields....why you still worry, I don't know. But here you go. Here is $100 cash just because. I will always take care of you. Always." (It especially comes pretty timely after Justin and I had just had a conversation that stemmed from my worrying nature and lack of trust of all our recent surprising expenses that have stretched things a little.) God is so good. I love His little surprises and the way He pours love all over His children.
I texted Justin a picture of it, still taped in the card. He enjoyed the surprise too.
Here's to hoping God surprises you in a sweet way today to remind you to trust in Him.